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by scapeghosts

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I think marriage won't be what i expect of it
we label ourselves by love and who we left it with
then bond over traumas
and hope i don’t pass it down as a mother
and joke i’ll end up alone

its either a punchline or certain
you’ve given me grace im sure i’m not worth it
i wont lose the girl to the woman
i cant figure out how to do that
confidence shrinking, concerned
go on for hours about the lessons I've learned

now i’m kept
i know you like me
but tell me again
its all in my head
i understand
big feelings, big shrinking, concerned
go on for hours and make both of us worse

i never liked showers i want to keep the day on me
i‘ll never seek power its too fucking lonely
you forgive me for reeking
of the things i believe in
and joke
we’ll end up alone

all of my friends
building homes and plans
on compounds that we cant afford
cult leaders for sure
i joke, have big feelings, then burn
reach out for you
but i’m looking for her

they say its unmissable sure
but ill miss it anyways and try to mature

i’ve wept
over places i’ll never forget
but will never remember me

hold the nights alone high in contempt
mourn what i lack
i’ll be in bed
I don't want it back
i want you instead


i'm trying for a gentler hand and help
i’m trying for a gentler way to hell
i'm trying for a gentler plan as well

i feel gentle in yourself

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released February 22, 2022
Sarah Zimmer - lyrics, vocals, bass, guitar, mellatron
Drums - Danny D'Vertola

Recorded and Mixed by Tom Kelly and Kieran Ferris at Hidden Fortress in Philadelphia, PA
Mastered by Matias Gonzalez in Philadelphia, PA

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